ok, so it's about time i updated this (i haven't since january!!!). Lots of things have changed since my last rant. Things seem to be getting better here in Bristol, although everything went a bit crap before i actually did anything about it. I have new glasses, new hair and DO NOT NEED stupid male creature, especially as he doesn't want me. Also recently found out that he started seeing someone else during the time that he was ignoring me after our sort-of date (although i think he was just being thoughtless and cowardly rather than deliberately mean).

Anyway, have changed lots of things in an effort to sort myself out and attract better stupid male creatures (yeah, right). Have seen the doctor several times and he gave me happy drugs, which are going to take ages to work, but will hopefully help. Annoyingly, i is not allowed to consume alcoholicness while i is taking them which is NOT FAIR!!!

Another annoying side effect is insomnia. i have become NOCTURNAL!!! I don't fall asleep until at least 4.30am (regardless of what time i go to bed) but then can sleep through until 4pm the next day (hehe). Although the list of possible side effects seems to range from slight lack of concentration to excruciatingly painful death, so i seem to have got off quite lightly.

Exams are EVIL!!! At least they are over now, but i think i have failed many of them. I blame the doctor and his stupid drugs that made it difficult to sleep and concentrate during exams (halfway through writing an answer...ooh, look, pretty ceiling!!! ... oh, yeah, exam, concentrate...ooh, table!!!) At least the nice doctor has said he will write me an excuse note if i fail (Dear Head of Department, Abigail is not responsible for failing her exams as she is fucked up and on drugs. Also, the ceiling was too interesting). It also doesn't help that i revised the wrong thing for one of my exams.

Anyway, enough ranting and onto some (semi) happy things!!! I have a summer job!!! I finally swallowed my pride and am going to work in a supermarket (i need the money!!! Prescription drugs are expensive, £7.10 per box!! hehe). Also have a reason for staying in halls next year - I'm the new Amenities Officer on the JCR committee, and i have the bright pink JCR polo shirt to prove it!! At least it gives me a legitimate reason for staying next year (being Queen of Toasters, Champion of Kettles and Distributor of Irons).

Anyway, enough waffle (i congratulate anyone who has actually read this far!!) Am going to the Goldney Ball tomorrow which means i will actually have to get up to do some grooming (lots of work required to make myself fit for the gorgeous dress i am planning to wear!) before hand. Will also take the opportunity to get embarassing photos of jess in a dress (i love Facebook!!!!)